Goodbye 2006

Well, as tonight is New Years eve, I will make my last post of the year.

The rest of my Xmas holiday was.. alright. My parents had a party for their work friends and I got a little tipsy and two of my mom's coworkers hung out with me all night.

One of them brought her son who was playing the drums (very well I might add) so my mom was trying to show me off. She brought out the Twelfth Night program and my charcoal picture of Johnny Depp. Everyone was impressed, but it was kind of embarassing. Then she mentioned that I used to be in choir and her two friends kept asking me questions about it. So the three of us, her son, and my uncle were sitting in the living room and I mentioned that I am a soprano, and the girls were like, "Sing somthing!!! Please???" So they finally convinced me to sing somthing (I chose Think of Me from Phantom cuz it was a sop song and that's what they wanted) so I sang the first few lines and then suddenly EVERYONE had crammed into the living room to listen. So I got embarassed and stopped, but everyone was like, "Holy shit, I didn't know you could sing like that!" even my own mother was suprised. hahaha
The next few days were kinda stressful but then Lisa and Ky came and hung out in CR with me and took me home the next day. That was awesome. They saved me!!!

Anyway, Now I'm back in Nanaimo. Alleah's birthday went well. I was a little disapointed that so few people came out though. But she got right fucked and enjoyed herself, so that was good. I got Amber a little drunk too. (By the way, I got my student loan, hence the spending.. )
Despite me being a little upset that night, I still had fun. I got hit on by every skeeze bag in the bar though. Lee had to save me a couple times. Biff said I was a magnet... haha hooray.
Last night I hung out with Lisa and Ky again and we went and saw Eragon. It was super cheesy and lame but I liked it anyway.

The past few weeks have been so stressful for me and I just can't wait to get this year over with. This whole year has been rediculous. I realy hope 2007 has better things in store for me. I guess it also doesn't help that I'm restless and going crazy wanting to be back in school sooo badly. There is so much going on for me next semester and I can't wait to get started.

So much is starting to click in place and work out for me right now, but there are a few large pieces missing to my puzzle and I need to figure out how I can either get a grasp on them, or let them go and try a new piece. It seems like as soon as somthing clicks in, somthing else starts going wrong. Why can't everything be perfect, even if it's for one brief moment? I wish my head would clear and I could just sit and figure things out. I hate being so confused and upset all of the time. I feel like I'm trapped, like my foot is caught by a weed and I'm just below the surface of the water. Blag. Sorry for the emoness.. but I'm just so tired of making an effort to cheer myself up. I'm usually so naturally cheery.

So anyway, NEW YEARS! Come to AKA house tonight. Dress pretty, BOYB, and it would be nice if you could bring some snacky bits. I'm gunna pick up some chips and pop for the non-drinky people and I think a few people are bringing wine and champaigne to up the classyness, so I'm looking foreward to a good night. I know it's short notice, but nobody else was coming up with anything. There is details on the Satyr forum and whatnot.

So yes. I hope everyone had a great year, and I want everyone to have a safe and happy New Years eve! And I wish you all the best for 2007. ROCK ON!



How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd; Labour and rest, that equal periods keep; "Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;" Desires compos'd, affections ever ev'n, Tears that delight, and sighs that waft to Heav'n. Grace shines around her with serenest beams, And whisp'ring angels prompt her golden dreams. For her th' unfading rose of Eden blooms, And wings of seraphs shed divine perfumes, For her the Spouse prepares the bridal ring, For her white virgins hymeneals sing, To sounds of heav'nly harps she dies away, And melts in visions of eternal day.