Stuck in a rut.

I miss theatre. I was watching the Crucible the other day and I really really want to do it again. I also really want to do Macbeth. It was best that I didn't go back this year though, because I didn't want to do the school work, really, I just wanted to stay involved in theatre, and that really isn't worth the tuition fees and bad grades. Ugh. I guess I'm just sick of the Casino already. I'm tired of busting my butt for nothing. Yea, the pay is great and I have benefits, but nothing I do is ever appreciated. And I'm sick of being forced to interact with the general public on a daily basis. People are fucking dumbasses and it drives me mental. I really want to act again. I miss it so much. I do not want this to be the rest of my life. Working at a job I hate just for the pay, never seeing my friends or family because we are open three hundred and sixty five fucking days of the year (yes, even Christmas), stuck in Nanaimo forever. I had much bigger dreams for myself. When I entered the program, I wanted to be a famous stage actress. Maybe even do movies. Where am I now? I've got an incomplete bachelor of Fine arts (la dee da), work at a job that drives me crazy, and live wo feet away from the bars and crackheads. I have no accomplishments and not much that makes me happy anymore. If it wasn't for Terry, I'd probably have jumped off a building by now. Is it too early to have a mid-life crisis??