I'm so sick of everything right now. I haven't been doing anything but working and sleeping. What the fuck else is there to do? I haven't seen any of my friends in ages (Jo and Lee don't count cuz they live in Vancouver now, so it's not anyone's fault) And I only see Terry once or twice a week, and usually its just for a night because one or both of us has to work either that day or the day after. That's not anyone's fault either, obviously. But I didn't realize I was so easily dispensable with some of my friends. I hung out with Kat from work a couple weeks ago and it was the most fun I'd had in a long time. That and Terry's aunt's wedding of course. We didn't even really do a whole lot, we went to the sandcastle thing in Parksville, got lunch, went shopping, and went for dinner. But it was nice having a friend to hang out with again. I'm just tired of being avoided and ignored. I want out of Nanaimo, even if it's just for a few days. I want to go away and not have to worry about anything at all.
Clouded by memories of the past
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I want to chill but I currently have no outgoing calls on my cell phone (I bought rock band & guitar hero for my wii instead of paying the bill >.<)
Plus I work lots too. But if you are ever home and bored. Give me a shout, if I am not at work I will answer and we can chill!!!
*hugs*
Miss you!
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