I love you is eight letters. So is bullshit.

So, you didn't want to be with me because you didn't feel like you could be in a relationship right now. But you said you still love me, and you go on telling me how much you miss me for the past three months. I've missed you too. And I still love you. I mean, we were together for almost three years. You don't stop loving someone you've loved for three years after only a couple months, right?

Well apparently you got over me perfectly fine. After three years, you toss me away like a piece of garbage. You told me you didn't want a relationship. You promised to be honest with me when you WERE ready for one again, so I didn't have to find out over Facebook. Well you're a fucking liar. Did you really miss me, or did you just miss sex? I really want to be your friend, but I don't know if I can believe anything you say. You've got me doubting if you loved me at all; I mean, how else could you break up with me, saying you don't want a relationship, then go and find a new girlfriend so fast? I thought you weren't ready to date again??

Do you have ANY idea how much that hurts me? Or was that your intention? You've already broken my heart, do you really have to go and stomp on all the pieces just as I was starting to heal? Do you want me out of your life so bad?

You've made me feel like a complete piece of crap. Like I am totally un-special and un-lovable. You have shattered my confidence, and made me take a HUGE step backwards. At least now I know how you really feel. I hope she breaks your heart like you broke mine.