I have no idea what the hell I'm supposed to do now. I'm miserable and lonely and I have no idea what I want to do. I know I want to go to Vancouver, but I don't know if I want to stick with theatre anymore. What else can I do though? I really don't want to go back to school.. I kind of suck at school. Plus I can't afford it, and I'm certainly not taking out another student loan. I just wish there was some way to snap my fingers and have everything magically fall into place. At least I got my EI trouble fixed, but I still miss my friends really bad, and I miss having a boyfriend; someone who is excited to talk to me everyday, and who makes me feel all happy and bubbly. I don't want to start dating here though because I DON'T want to get stuck in Campbell River, and if I start dating someone I may not want to leave. Ugh, I wish I could just fast forward to the summer.