God damn it's deafening

Update: I am moving on the 16th, I got the job at the Casino, now I'm just waiting for things to get back on track.


You know what I don't understand? Why if you don't like someone, you have to go out of your way to make sure everyone knows it, and actively try and make them miserable. Why can't people just leave it alone? If you don't like someone, thats fine. But leave it at that. Why waste effort proclaiming why you hate someone? Let others decide for themselves if they like someone or not. And when did it become ok to stop liking someone just because another friend doesn't like them? I am amazed at the lack of decent people that has recently been revealed to me. Not to mention the lack of honesty. Granted, I agree that it's a good idea to be civil and polite to people you don't get along with, but it's gone way past that. So often I see people being sugar-coated to someone they don't like then 10 seconds after they leave tell the room how stupid or annoying that person is. Why do people feel the need to pretend to be a friend? I can totally accept that not everyone in the world is going to like me. I'm fine with that. I'm sure other people are too. Everyone dislikes somebody. But pretending to be someone's friend is just being a bad person. And I've seen quite a few bad people revealed lately. Whatever happened to genuine kindness, or respect? When did everyone become so cruel? I honestly can't understand why so many people focus on hatred of others and bringing those they dislike down. Really, what is it going to accomplish, besides making someone else miserable? When did being cruel become fun? I look back on the past few years and am genuinely sorry for any innocent person I may have made fun of or been mean to simply because they were weird or mean to. It's one thing to joke about someone within your group of friends, but when it gets to the point where those people's friends are hearing the things you say and its getting back to them, its just too far. Seriously, stop wasting your time focusing on being mean to other people. How the hell is that going to get you ANYWHERE in life? Wouldn't you rather just enjoy the people you do like, instead of focusing on all the negativity? It completely boggles my mind.



Wish you'd shut up about everything