It's not you, it's him.

So I figured it out. I haven't had a day off since July 5th. My next day off is my birthday.. which is the 29th. UGH. No wonder I'm sore and worn out. I need a goooooood massage. And a hot bath with a great LUSH bath bomb (but I don't have any *cry*)I also want boy cuddles. I rarely see Terry anymore and it makes me sad. His new place is awesome though. I'm really happy he has such a great place. I think with the new place and his upcoming promotion he is going to be much happier. I'm hoping I get happier too, once everything gets straightened out. The 29th is my day to be happy again. No more dual jobs!! No more fucked up sleep patterns! Maybe I will actually have a social life again outside of work. I am soooooo looking forward to this month being over.